Since I'm still in the starting position with this blog, I won't saturate it with details of my childhood just yet. Instead, I'll express my current feelings and thoughts. Which brings me to my next topic: what exactly does a "girl" have to do to fit in with the boys? How do I, in my female body, get the other guys to see me as who I really am on the inside? Beats me. Guys are, generally, not so good with the "put yourself in the other person's shoes" thing compared to most girls, so they tend to be a bit more narrow-minded and less accepting. This is a problem for me since I'm 5'2, laid back, somewhat gentle, and have a thing for pop music.Unless I start punching people spontaneously, putting all my effort into "getting laid", stuffing my face to the point of regurgitating(fancy word for "puking") and farting in public(which actually doesn't bother me because I've already done it), they ain't gonna let me into their precious "Man-Club". What's a "Man-Club"? Its a place where nobody feels pain EVER, everybody can eat an unlimited amount of food, everybody can lift 3 times their own weight, and the president of the club is Chuck Norris.
So what can I do to get in? Well, I could become a body builder, date a model, expand my stomach, and only listen to rap or heavy metal. The real question is: Do I WANT to get in? The answer is: Not if it'll cost me myself. If I have to disguise myself in order to "fit in", it's not worth it. Besides, I've already spent my life being different, why not do it to the maximum? Why not truly express myself? It's about time the world saw a different shade of gray. Yes, my mission from now on shall be to preserve my true self no matter what. I will be a computer-loving, video game-playing, Gaga-loving, goofy DORK.
Stay frosty.
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